Parenting Skills

You know my family tends to make people feel like shit. They piss me off more than anybody else ever has... There is a VERY small handful of people in my family that actually does decent for themselves... like my Aunt Vicky and her family. But you know most of them have had drug problems... still do. Some of them think its ok to get close to other family members if you catch my drift... but in particular they have no control or respect from their children. They barely make it or wind up crashing with other family because they lose their house from having no rent money (spent on drugs). You help those people... and in return you ask for their help every once in a while with watching your kid while you take a break or clean. Then they throw it in your face... Bitch. Let me tell you something. I am 100 times the mother you will ever be. My son loves me and I have better things to do than to run off in the middle of the night with my brother and leave my kids with my mom. Im sorry you feel so unloved that you have to get it from someone like that. You always say that you aren't stupid or a whore...thats funny cuz more and more lately when I talk to you, you sound more and more like your fucking sister. Atleast she realized that she couldn't be a good mother, and atleast her kids were saved from the humiliation of being hers by being taken away.... So...lets see how this balances out. You dropped out. I graduated, in college now. You have done things that is illegal and too disgusting for me to write. I have never had that problem. Your kids hate you, and dont listen. My son loves me more than your kids ever will. I am not coming back to THAT place because of people just.like.you.

Introduction

I have started a LOAD of blogs but... I never seem to post more than a couple before I get bored with it. Well now... It is one of my goals to post on this blog everyday for a year. Write my feelings, my thoughts, cute little sketches I have done, so I can see how I grow over a year of being with Chris and having a son. This is a way for me to give kudos to those who earned them and to ignore the people who haven't. One of the first small steps I am taking to being a happier person. And from now on I am only gonna surround myself with those people. So every once in awhile I am going to write something to one of my friends on here. I want you to let me know if you want me to though. Because there are so many of you <3 and I love you all.